Ente Pranayam.... Evide thudanganam
ennenikkariyillla....enthu
ezhuthennam ennu
enikkariyilla.....Ethu ente
vishamam ...ente maluttye
piriyunna vishamam theerkan vendi undakkiya blog...EE blog jan
Maluttikkayi
samarphikkunnu...Orikkalenkilum
aval ethu vayikkumennu jan
viswasikkunnu....Annu thirichu
varum...aval entethu mathram ayi... Jan maluttyodu cheytha ella
thettinum jan mappu
chothikkunu....Shamikkan
kazhiyum ennu jan
viswasikkunu...oralude thettu
mattoral shamikkumbol nammal kooduthal adukkuka....Ee janmam
ninakkayi jan
samarppikkunnu.....ninakkayi
mathram....maluttykku
mathram....ayi
samarppikkunu....Love you malutty... May 30th ... Ente friendinte kude evening
samsarichu nadanu varikayarnu..
varumbol avan paranju...eda oru
kuteede number und..
nee ariyum...jan ale paranjal nee
dheshyapedaruth... jan marupadi nalki illa ennu...avan
paranju...athu malutyude number
arnu..
jan athu kelkkatha mattil
nadanu....avan mobile ente kayyil
eduthu... avan illlatha time nokki number
byheart cheythu... avanu jan mobile thirichu nalki..
annu night veetill vanna
udane ...ente mobilel ninnum oru
miss call koduthu...
Response onnnu
kandilla...veendum oru message ayachu...reply onnum illa...
jan wrong number anennu kanikan
vyajena anoop enna friendinu
message ayakkana mattil
maluttykku kure SMS way2smsl
ninnum ayachu...jan paranju paisa illel recharge cheythu tharameda
ennokke...avasanam jan dhairyam
sambadhichu ah numberilekku
vilichu...enikkariyam avide aranu
ennu....ennitu jan anoop enna
bhavathil samsarichu...kure cheetha vilichu...pettanu avide
ninnum maluti chothichu...ara ???
jan paranju wrong number...sorry
paranju cut cheythu... Veendum vilikkan oru karanam
nokki...kure alochichu....appol ente
manasil oru idea vannu.... avalkku jan oru message ayachu..
you have a nice voice...shall i call
you if you dont mind...
Angine jan vilichu
samsarichu...Rakesh enna peril
introduce cheythu...kurachu neram angine samsarichu....
Ente balance theernu...avasanam
vere numl ninnum vilichu...angine
bye paranju...vachu...but entho
enikk kallam paranju irikkan
adhika neram pattiyilla....jan vilichu ente identity velipeduthy...actually
aval orikkalum expect cheyyatha
oral...Angine kure adhikam
company ayi...with in two days
(jangal thammil parichayam more
than 10 years und)... On Jun 1st jan chumma
thamsashakku ishtam ennnu
paranju kali akki akki...she felt
bad...i too became serious...aval
vegam bye paranju kidanu
urangy...pittenu ravile Good moring kitty...then jan
vilichu...samsarichu...ennod
chothichu serious ayi paranjathano
ennu..jan paranju athe...entha
vattayo ennu chothichu....athinu
sesham engot oru 100 questions...yes or no....angine... Aval angine chothichu konde
irunu....agine jun 2nd night jan
veetil ninnu ente work locationilot
yathara thirichu(chennai)...annu
nightum kure questions and
answers..... On Jun 3rd...The Great pleasent Day
in My life... Jan officel arnu....oru 6-7
ayikanum....Aval message
ayachu..... Congrats.... Jan chothichu entha ennu... reply ingane arnu... "I am in Love..." I was so happy....angine 1 month...1
nimisham polum mindathe irikkan
pattatha pairs ayi....athrakkum
enne snehichirunu...Jan kodutha
snehathinte double sneham enikku
kittiyathu....i really enjyd..i was so happy....angine orupadu changes
enikk...ellarum chothichu y are you
so happy...arodum adhyam
paranjilla...later jan paranju..im in
love with malutty... Pinneed veetil poyappol jangal
meet cheyyan theerumanichu.. Jul 3rd... Jan Avalod varan paranju...angine
ATM nte frontil vachu kandu hai
paranju...jan odi poi....veendu
vazhiyil vachu onnu koodi kandu.... athu koodathe oru pravasyam
koodi cafel vachu kandu...ellam
planned arnu...but
samsarichilla...parasparam
message ayachu irunu... Angine smooth ayi poi...oru
month... orudivasam maluty amabalthil poi
enikku vendi puspanjali
kazhippichu... Angine irikkumbole arnu....Reliance
BPO interview...First source
interview attend cheyyan iruna
malutti pettanu decision mati
reliance attend cheyyan poi...Ah job
avalkku kitty... Annu evening enikk message
ayachu aval.. "Etta , Am coming to chennai" I got surprised....Daivam arinju
kodutha job anennu
viswacichu....angine 4 days
kazhinju... Aval chennailot....Training general
compartmentl anu vannathu... Ettan koode ulla karanam message
ayachilla...ravil 6.40 ayappo
vilichu ...ennod paranju jan eppo
centralil anu...ennu...etho oru
payyaneyum parichayapettu
ennu...Name jobin....athinu shesham evening hostel
ethy...friendnte number eduthu
enikk message cheythu....angine
valare happy ayi days poi.... Aval ivide vannu 1st sat jangal
meet cheythu...almost full day we
togother...kure karangi...orupadu
happy ayirunu... Pineed 2 perum diffrent shiftl
samsarikkan time
kuravarnu...hostelile situation
angine elllam..... weeks poi konde irunu... August 1st jangal moviekku pokan
decide cheythu...Angine
Madrasapattinam movie
kanam...poi...aval athra happy
onnum arnilla...jan vicharichu
hostelile problm anennu....angine movie 11.30 kku arnu....athu
kazhinja udane avalkku hostell
pokanam ennu paranju...jan thirike
kondakki...ake desp arnu....annu
night aval enne vilichu..... Jan parayunnathu kettal ettan enne
hate cheyyum... I am cheating you...I love Jobin... Ettanod jan 100% commitment
kanikkan pattanilla ennu...Jan
paranju ithellam manasinte oru
cheriya fluctuation anennu...but she
asked me to wait....... Pinne jan karanam malutty kure
karanju....Ente childish
character...jan kure
vedhanippichu....... But orikkalum ente maluttye
vishamippikkan enikku pattilla.... Avalude santhosham anu enikku
important.....ellam avalkku vittu
kodukkunnu...Aval ethra samayam
eduthalum jan wait cheyyumm.... Ente last breath vare jan
maluttykku vendi wait
cheyyum......I love her so much....No
one can replace the position of ma
malutty...enikk oru married life
undel athu maluttykku oppam mathram anu....waiting for ma
sweet heart... August:1 The day she said break up
akam ennu..... Annumuthal jan samsarichillel jobin
kooduthal adukkum enna
tension...so eppolum jan avale ente
message kondu calls kondu distrb
cheythirunu...Pinne jeevitham
avasanippikan vare thoniya orupadu nimishangal...even oru
blade search cheythu...kayyu
murikkan....but veetil ellarum
ullathukondu avasaram labikkatha
karanam..rekshapettu ennu
parayam...but eppolum avale nashtapedumo enna bhayam
varumbol athokke anu manasile
chintha...Pinne jan paranjallo ente
childish character...athu karanam
anu ente sheethutti ettavum
adhikam vishamikkan karanam....Angine days poi... August 3: Jan sheethuttiye vilichu valare
relaxed ayi anu samsarichath...but
avasanam jagal jobinte karyam
paranju adi koodi...aval oru padu
karanju...ellam ente swabhavam
anu karanam...Annu thanne avalude best friend amru ennod
message ayachu "never try to call
me ennu". Annu sheethutti jan
karanam sarikkum
sankadapettu..Orikkalu
vicharichathalla angine oke akumennu...athinu sesham..annu
jan vilichilla...Annu jan GOD promis
paranju vilikkilla ennu...message
cheyyila ennu... August 4: I tried ma best to control the
message pattiyilla..jan
ayachu...thudangi...angine..vendum
..avale jan sankadapeduthy...jan
anu avale ennil ninnu akatiyathu.... August 5: Amritha enikku message
ayachu..."Etta amru
pavama...******vinte avastha
kanda angine paranaje...sorry dear
chetta.." Angine amruvinod jan oru
help avasya pettu maluttyude sound kelkkan...angine jan happy
ayi...i felt Maluty is happy...ariyam
she is crying inside... Aug 6: i had a nice talk with amru...Atlast i
came to knw that, ennil ninnum
akalan ulla oru nuna arnu Jobin
ennu...sarikkum enikku
sheethuvinod appol respect anu
thoniyathu...she is a very good gal..i felt so when i heard the reson...But i
knw i compelled her..thats y she
felt so sad..on the issue...appo
enikku thonni jan samsarichal
theeravunna issue ullu...annu jan
kure message ayachu... Aval amruthayodu pinagy ennod
samsarichathinte peril....ennod
amrutha paranju...ini mel avale
distrb cheyyaruthennu....but i keep
messaging..response illarnu... Aug 7: Enikkariyam...onnu manasu
thuranu samsarichal theeravunna
parasanam ullu...ellam but she got
affraid of me...angine jan kure
thavana call cheythu
eduthilla...eduthilla...avasanam amrutha eduthu "Please avalkku
vayya..."..angine call cut
cheythu...enikku vendum vilikkan
thoni...avar cut cheythu...agine a
day...jan ake desp ayi..I sent
message to all ma friends... "Dnt call me here after..Let me live
alone..." Elarum thirichu
vilichu..arudeyum call eduthilla. Aug 8: sunday...1 week after break
up...1 week gone like a year....Dnt
knw how to wait ....i cant even sit a
minute with out thinking her....i
gonna madd about her....Now dnt
knw what am doing...only malutty can bring me back to life.... Adhyathe java class jangal
pingyathinu sesham...avide van
boradi arnu...i was sending
message to amrutha..i was so
sad...she replied...dnt distrb me
brother.... Angine i stoped messaging
her..deleted her num
to.....Sheethuttikku veendum
message ayachu....Every one asked
me to stop.....but pattanilla...moring
aparna vilichu...i scolded her...she cried...innu avale pennu kanan aro
varuna karyam parayana
viliche...Shiny called ...jan Cut
cheythu....areyum adipichilla.. Evening beachil poi kidanu....kure
karanju....Maluttye patti alochichu
kidanu....jan oru 5 page
messageum ayachu about
blog....athinu sesham...enikku
thoniya orumessage koodi ayacho.... Enikk pattanilla without her..... Eni avalod cheytha
mistakenulla...prayachitham
cheythu theerkkan
und...Guruvayoor or sayana
prathikshanam.....enikkariyam...
enthu cheythalum...avalude manasilulla dheshyam marilla
ennu.... Ennu ammayodu paranjalo ennu
thoni....pinne jan ayitt ini avalude
life spoil cheyyan padilla...Avalude
Dreams ellam nadakkandathanu..... EE jeevitham jan ottakku jeevichu
theerkkan theerumanikkanu... Life undel athu ennne athra
adhikam snehicha maluttykku
oppam mathram.... Daivame enikku ente malune
thirichu tharu...allel enne angotu
eduthoode.... Aug 9:
As usual ravile message
ayachu....Good mrng...have a nice
day..ennokke..evening ente
friendnu ayachu message mari
maluttykku ayachu....angine jan veendum kure messages
ayachu...oduvil vilikkan oru
moham...tried to cal but she was
call waiting.. Kure try cheythu...kure try
cheythu....kittiyilla...Asked ente
sankadam kanda sangeetha asked
me...shall i call and talk pa.? I said yes...but she ddnt pick the
cal.... August 10:
Enik morningle entho pathivillathe
oru chest pain anubahava petttu...i
was not welll getting cough...ake
oru vallayma...manoj asked me to
forget everything...ninakku mathyayille...venel aval ingotu
varum...enthina ithra desp...athu
maranal ninte chest pain
marumennum paranju...ente lifel
oru pennundenkil athu maluty
mathram anu.....ennu jan paranju...ellarum paranju ninakku
vattanu ennu...I am still
confident..aval
varumennu...eppolum adhinayi
wait cheyyanu.... Sheethuttikkayi jan oru ring
vangichirunu...Kodukkan pattumo
ennenikkariyilla...i will keep it with
me...ennelum patuvanel i will give
her...I know i love her so much....No
one can stop that..Aru enthu paranjalum...Amrutha pala
karyangal paranju enne vazhi
thettikkan nokkiyenkilum
adhonnum nadanilla..i have
everything in my mind...waiting for
a chance to tell malutty.... August 10: At last i came to know what is in
malutty's mind..jan orikkulum
nirbandhippichu onnum
cheythittila...avalkku oru vakku
ennod parayarnu...etta
please...annu eveningum ennodu jobine patti paranju...vere oru reson
undakki ennil ninnu akalan anu
nokkiyathu...enthinu angine
cheythu????Malutty enthina angine
oru nuna paranjae??? Ente
sukanagale kal avalude sukangalkkanu importance jan
koduthathu...but ennittum..jobinte
case kettappo..enikku sarikkum
avale miss akumo ennu
bayamaru...athanu ellathinu reason
ayathu...even amru paranathu kettu jan jetti poi...eppolu
amruthaye aval
manasilakkiyillao...aval ennod
paranjathum...okoke sheethutti
ayal polum sankadam akum... Sariya jeevanekkal ere snehicha
malutty poyal pinne jan enthina
jeevikkane....malutty nee alle ente
life...nee poyal ee jeevan illatha
dead body arkku venam...allathe
pedippikkan vendi onnum paranjittilla...ellam ente manasil
ninnum vanna sankadangal
mathram..ithellam bheeshani ayi
eduthu alle...eppolum ettane
manasilakiyittilla....Pinne annu
nadana sheethuttikku ishtam illatha karyangalkku enthu prayachitham
cheyyanum jan ready anu...... Eppolum enne manasilakkiyittilla
enne jan parayu....enikku theere
vayya ennu...chest nalla pain
und...arinjooda...maluttyood
message ayakkathe adhya
dhinam...orkkan polum vayya...malutty eppolum ene
manasilakkumennu enikku
urappund.....onnu parasparam
kandu samsarikkanam....onnu
pottikarayanam....ellam avide
theerumennu innum jan viswasikkunnu....Love
you...Malytty....